nic has never believed in a god, though he does enjoy reading about them. spirituality is not a luxury twilights are taken to indulging in, because no twilight will look at their life and think, oh yes — someone must surely be watching over me. though the urge to blame it all on some grand, celestial being is tempting; though perhaps the sting of misfortune wouldn't be nearly so sharp if one could pretend they didn't deserve it.
he had hoped death would come quickly. that every blow from hibari's tonfa would push him closer and closer to that final doorstep but in the air, he is not shoved, but guided. gently.
on his back, with his sharp eyes turned towards an unfamiliar sky that is all too clear. he sucks in a ragged breath, and glances towards his companion. ]
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nic has never believed in a god, though he does enjoy reading about them. spirituality is not a luxury twilights are taken to indulging in, because no twilight will look at their life and think, oh yes — someone must surely be watching over me. though the urge to blame it all on some grand, celestial being is tempting; though perhaps the sting of misfortune wouldn't be nearly so sharp if one could pretend they didn't deserve it.
he had hoped death would come quickly. that every blow from hibari's tonfa would push him closer and closer to that final doorstep but in the air, he is not shoved, but guided. gently.
on his back, with his sharp eyes turned towards an unfamiliar sky that is all too clear. he sucks in a ragged breath, and glances towards his companion. ]